Feeling abit sad today :(. Talked to my cousin last night on msn. I haven't seen him in 5 or so years and hadn't talked to him in that long either. We used to the best of friends when we were younger. Would do all sorts of stupid stuff together and I believe once I dropped a horses float ramp on his legs lol could of ended in disaster i reckon. I miss him so much. I miss all of my extended family i.e uncles, aunts, grandparents and cousins. Don't miss my immediate family weirdly enough but i guess it has been 7ish years since Ive seen or talked to them :(. OK now am feeling very sad.

I'm so lucky to have Stef and my boys :). They make everything worth while.

Have just put my littlest boy to bed for a nap. Hopefully he will sleep for at least an hour, think I need to chill out by myself for awhile.

Have a great day xxx

P.S Michael Buble is hot and i love that song 'i just havent met you yet' so lovey :).

ummmmmmmmm lol

Feel so bad that I haven't been on and written anymore posts sooner. Don't really have much to say lol except that I still feel like I want to do something more with my life. Don't think its helping that I'm watching Discovery channel on foxtel and seeing everyone else travelling and doing what they have always dreamed hahaha.

Was talking to Stef today about how I would love to have a sea change and just leave here and go find something more to life. Unfortunatly we will (more then likely) never be able to do that due to the fact that I have shared custody of my eldest son with his dad. I want to show our kids that there is more to life then working and school.

Ahhhhhhhhhh how do you find out what your passion is?????????

Thoughts

Well I am back with alittle more of nothing to say hahaha.

I've been thinking alot lately about who i really am!?!?!? I know i am a mum, and a fiance but apart from that what have i got to offer? I remember i wanted to be an archaeleologist when i was in highschool, even looked into it quite thoroughly but soon decided that 3 years or whatever it was of university was not something i thought i could do, or achieve. So im trying to think off something that will make me feel more valueable to society and help me to find those hidden talents that im sure i must have.

This seems like a very in depth post lol but it has been playing on my mind lately. I really want to become a better version of myself.

Have a great day xxx

Intros

OK well this is the first post in my first EVER blog. YAY!

My name is Beck and I'm a stay at home mum (whoop). I have a spunky 7 year old son called Lachlan and a cute as a button 8 month old bubba boy called Cooper. I'm engaged to my soul mate Stephan and we couldn't be happier :). I live in Adelaide (S.A) and am enjoying life immensely.

Not totally sure what I'm gonna write about on this blog but I'm sure i can find something to say as i hardly ever stop talking hahaha.

Well, when i have something more exciting to write about i shall return lol.

Have a great day all xxx