Feeling abit sad today :(. Talked to my cousin last night on msn. I haven't seen him in 5 or so years and hadn't talked to him in that long either. We used to the best of friends when we were younger. Would do all sorts of stupid stuff together and I believe once I dropped a horses float ramp on his legs lol could of ended in disaster i reckon. I miss him so much. I miss all of my extended family i.e uncles, aunts, grandparents and cousins. Don't miss my immediate family weirdly enough but i guess it has been 7ish years since Ive seen or talked to them :(. OK now am feeling very sad.

I'm so lucky to have Stef and my boys :). They make everything worth while.

Have just put my littlest boy to bed for a nap. Hopefully he will sleep for at least an hour, think I need to chill out by myself for awhile.

Have a great day xxx

P.S Michael Buble is hot and i love that song 'i just havent met you yet' so lovey :).